I have moments in my day where I miss you and wish we could go back to the way we were.
But then again when I actually was close to getting back to you, I couldn’t.
I can’t trust you like the way I did before.
Plus you hurt me once you can hurt me again and again.
Unlike you, I would never hurt the person I love most.
I just wanted to tell you that you’re a liar, I realize it more and more everyday.
I might not have had the strength to end it with you but thanks to my friends, they gave me that strength to end it all.
And I thank god that I ended it when I did cause you don’t deserve me.
I actually don’t miss you at all,
I just miss having that person who gave me the attention and loved me for me.
When you told me “Nelly you’ll never find someone who’ll love you as much as I do.”
Trust me I know I’ll find someone who’ll love me much, much more than you ever did cause if you “loved me” you wouldn’t have done what you did.
At night I think of you, it’s cause I just got used to your calls then and no one can really replace that right now.
That’s what I miss the most cause I really felt like I meant something to you.
You used to call me at 5AM in the middle of my sleep and would say "I called cause we7shnii 9otich."
That’s the only thing that’s making the getting over process hard
But other than that I think I’m over you.