Gonna Find Love Again (Part 2)

I still haven’t spoke a word to Jazi and Haya about Hamad calling and his message that made get all tingly everywhere. I know after what happened, Haya would be so pissed if I even replied.

You see I’ve known Hamad for three years now, how we met was so funny. I saw his picture on a friend’s album on facebook and fell in love. I know crazy, but I believe that if I like something I got after it and never let it go. Maybe that was my mistake. We both lived in different countries, but what’s the harm in a little fling.

My friend meme was in school with him, and I told her that I really wanted to talk to him. She was so happy and she told me he was single too. She gave me his e-mail with no hesitation, and she went to talk to him the next day in school and told him all about me. The way we met is so cute, like we give out e-mails these days.

I remember our first conversation on msn.

Nellz: Hey

2: hey, you Nelly right?

Nellz: Yeah :P

2: Your meme’s friend? She told me a lot about you

Nellz: Oh dear god! Inshallah good stuff

2: Yeah .. don’t worry all good ;)

Nellz: Look I’m sorry if this is so random, bas I dunno youm chft your picture. I
felt comfort and you just seemed like a great guy to be friends with.

2: Yeah it is random .. bas from what meme said you’re a keeper. ;)

Nellz: Good I guess =)

2: nice dp .. is that u?

Nellz: yep, I was bored.

2: Oh.. I like it

We continued talking for hours, and I loved everything I got to know about him. He loved one tree hill and Gossip Girl. I loved talking to him cause I felt like we knew each other for so long.

2: Tadreen .. this is so weird bas mn one conversation .. I feel like we’ve known each other mnn zeman

Nellz: I know, its soo funny how much we have incommon. I feel like I’m talking to the guy version of me.

Hamad was 185 cm, tan skinned, shaved head, fit, great abs and gorgeous legs that were a perfect shade of brown.
Just thinking about him puts a smile on my face.

For the past 6 months we got to know each other as JUST FRIENDS. Until one day.

2: You know I wanna tell you something .. bas I hope it doesn’t ruin what we have now.

Nellz: Nothing can =)

2: I like you a lot .. I hate the distance between us … I feel like we can never be anything .. I’m sorry if I’m so honest bas I couldn’t not tell you .

Nellz: I like you too bas why can’t we be anything. I mean were not the first people to ever to have a long distance relationship.

2: Inzain .. listen to taking back my love by Enrique ft. ciara

Nellz: ana agoolik shay oo inti itgooli go listen to the song. Are you even listening to me?

2: Are you even focusing with me .. I’ll focus better if you listen to the song first

Yeah, what did I do but give love to you?
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you

Till this day whenever I hear the song, I remember him.

Nellz: I love the song. I love all the songs you give me. Can we go back to our
topic.

2: ee bas I don’t even remember what we were talking about.

Nellz: wallah i7mar, I remember don’t worry.

2: That’s what I love about you.

Nellz: ILMOHIM, I can’t keep these feelings inside. You’re asking me to lie to
myself.

2: That’s not what I’m saying. It’s just hard; I’ve never had someone like you. I don’t know what I’m suppose to do.

Nellz: Whatever, lets just close the subject cause its not gona end good.

2: Okay.

Nellz: You know we’ve known each other now for about 6 months and I’ve never heard you voice or had an actual conversation with you.

2: I know 

Nellz: Okay here’s my number 134464584. Call me.

RING RING RING

Hamad’s calling.


The Girl xx