Gonna Find Love Again (Part 24)

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Oh my god did he just say that? That’s how I felt back then, come to think of it now, how stupid was I? To believe such crap. Well, he said that and everything was back to normal for the past month, we didn’t talk about his “sickness” and we acted all normal. At that time I didn’t want to remind him and talk about, since 3ala golta he might not have much time.

Fahad on the other hand, everything was normal with him too, I started to drift away from him. I mean we had our phone calls and everything bas we didn’t hangout as much. It didn’t feel right being with 2 guys, even tho the relationships weren’t defined and I didn’t wanna be mean to Hamad and stop talking to him, cause I thought he was dying. Whatever.

I graduated from high school; exams were tough bas I managed. Fahad did attend my graduation, he got me roses too and a gift from Cartier the trinity ring. Still love wearing it today. How’d he know I’ve been wanting it since well not forever bas for a while, sighs. Fdaitah. Our graduation was such an amazing experience, it felt sad to see everyone moving on.

That same day we all went out for dinner, like all our friends and our mothers, it was great. I miss those days honestly.

I went back home after the dinner at like 1ish maybe, I got a call from Hamad.

Hamad: Congrats 7bebti

Me: hahaha, Thanks babe. Yallah your next. I wish I can come to your grad.

Hamad: You know the invitation’s always there.

Me: hahaha.

We stayed silent for a few minutes.

Me: What are you thinking right now?

Hamad: Do you really wanna know?

Call waiting. Haya.

Me: yes bas dgeega I got another line.

Hamad. Hold.

Me: heey

Haya: shtsween?

Me: Talking to Hamad

Haya: ugh. Ma7eebah

Me: I think I wanna have phone sex with him.

Haya: hahahaha,

Me: no seriously.

Haya: Maynoona

Her favorite word to call me. :p

Me: inzain he’s on the other line.

Haya: okay, I wanna know all the details later.

Me: hahaha okay .. goodnight babe. I love you and I can’t wait for uni with you and Jazi.

Haya: Love you too. Yeaah mee too!

Me: yallah I’ll call you later

Haya: bye

I would say I hung up, bas Haya usually beats me and hangs up first.

Me: hey sorry. You were saying.

Hamad: I don’t remember honestly.

Me: haha wala ana. OH wait. I do remember. I wanted to know what you were thinking.

Hamad: Are you sure?

Me: eeeh! Yallah.

Hamad: you.

Me: Me what?

Hamad: I’m thinking of you.

Me: oh ..

We stayed silent for a few more minutes.

Me: You know what I feel like right now?

Hamad: what?

Me: a massage.

Hamad: when I come to Doha we’ll get those couple massages.

Me: hahaha, yeaah. Bas ana what’ve always wanted to try is getting a massage by a guy with big hands.

And when I said big hands I did not mean it that way. Just meant big hands are better for massaging, not like I’ve tried that, but I’m assuming it’ll feel good.

Hamad: mar’6a, shnoo another guy touching you.

Me: 3ayal what are you suggesting?

Hamad: I get to massage you mam. hahaha

Me: hahaha, okay then.

Okay I would give you the details to everything bas ana wayed ast7i, I mean it took me like a few days after to get it all in and tell Jazi and Haya the details. Madrii laish, bas ast7ii. So after the Uh-huh’s and Oh’s and yeah I like it baby. I went to sleep and so did he, cause we were both exhausted after all that.

Let me tell you, it felt so great to wake up in the morning; I slept having a smile on my face and woke up the same way. I look at my cell phone and have two messages.

One new message.

From: Hamad.

Babe, I can’t stop thinking about you, and last night.

One new message

From: Fahad

I’m leaving tomorrow; to Sharjah for a summer course fee AUS. Ahli yabooni akoon igreeb. I wanna see you today before I leave. My flight to Dubai is early in the morning tomorrow.

Wow, time passes so fast. I totally forgot he had to go to take a summer course that he failed during the second semester.

I didn’t know if I should call and see him or not. It didn’t feel right, I mean its not like I was cheating on Hamad, cause again we were just like friends with benefits and a lot of feelings. Whatever, I called him o see what’s up.

Fahad: hala o’3ala

Me: ahlain

Fahad: 3ash mn sema2 9ootich

Me: umm .. ma3arf shagool tara .. allah y3afeek?

Fahad: hahaha, latgoolen shay a7sanlich

Me: Inzain,

Fahad: Can I see you tonight?

Me: umm .. yeah I guess.

Fahad: itha matbeen mob ‘3a9eeb

Me: la la I want too. Is 8 good?

Fahad: eeh perfect.

Me: 5ala9, I’ll call you before I leave home 3shan itgoolii wain

Fahad: okay, bye.

Me: byyee

I hung up.


The Girl xx

Ps. madrii itha tboon r rated details or not. Yes or no? Itha taboon, I'll post it later tonight. Just let me know. :)